Pains of loosing
Again, the words of others say a lot.I am over my past.
i feel the need to read these things.
These things make me happy.
"Looking back I have
So many questions unanswered
What once was clear is now so blurred
A future assured cast now in doubt
Between us was an electricity
So filled that none could deny
An intensity such as this man
Has never before felt or will again
We shared common thoughts
Your dreams I thought I knew
My dreams you did know
My heart was held in your hands
All my years of pain now had reason
Anguish felt to better appreciate you
My heart knew never to let you go
To give you all of myself without reservation
Your voice calmed my darkest nights
Illusion was mine that I calmed yours
Hope brought into my darkest hours
Life brought to a dead soul
Was it all just an illusion before my eyes
What was my misstep that cost me your love
Was I imagining something that didn’t exist
Or was something precious destroyed for fear
Love and compassion offered to you instead
Of the pain and anguish he gives
A choice I thought would be simple
Now made inexplicable to me
This garden I offered you in ruins now lies
Without rhyme or reason
Paths destroyed hopes battered
Bridges burned in silence
I bid thee well on the road you take
Mine shall not be so easy
Filled with the memory of what could have been
And crushed by what never shall be"
Labels: Love
posted by Ostentatious Transitioning Sophist @ Thursday, November 23, 2006
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